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[Feb. 9th, 2010|06:24 pm] |
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i feel like moving to tumblr! it looks good to me (: chem and ss test tmr! wish me luck!
relationship that blossoms fast, sores fast.
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| indulging monologue. |
[Feb. 8th, 2010|06:47 pm] |
i've been doing quite badly for class tests. which is really bad. The most epic thing that has happened is that i scored 2/10 for my amaths pop quiz (1). oh amaths, clara tan effff-euuuuu-seee-kay you. :)
I think my amaths pop quiz (2) will fail too. WHO IN THE WORLD CREATED POP QUIZ?cant we just have normal test?!?!?!?!!?! -_-
im studyin ABS and organic chem now, to make up for the bad test grades i've been getting. I swear if my mama check the parents' portal, the next thing she will do is SCREAM right in front of mua face.
we always make stupid mistakes and then we realized how stupid it was.
FML.
okay, gtg.
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[Feb. 7th, 2010|02:58 pm] |
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not ready for school. dreading it. wonder what would the next slander be like? wonder how suay would i be this week. no doubt, even my friends agreed that i am super suay this few weeks. literally suay. ahhh. forget it.
when to shop with mimi yesterday at city plaza. then i went to bugis and got my pair of heels. 
this weekend was filled with awesome food. alaska king crab (Y) is just bagus. the crab was huge, is like 13 times the size of a normal sri lanka crab. and the prize of the crab alone cost $458. total bill was $678.
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THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. VTHIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK. THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK.
THIS WEEK WILL BE A BETTER WEEK.
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[Feb. 6th, 2010|12:55 am] |
A walk down the central business district today makes me think back of the good old days. A step into fullerton hotel today reminds me of your kiasu-ism. Been to raffles place and Fullerton hotel today. Everything looks the same but i doesn't feel the same way anymore. Shopping with Nicole ang tomorrow. Ohyah, I'm moving house too. Which I'm dreading it. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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| somebody to love?!?!?!! |
[Feb. 4th, 2010|04:36 pm] |
two zero zero six.  i could write a hundred and one reasons on why im not keen to celebrate CNY this year.and she would probably be the first reason. to tell you frankly, it still feels likes she's alive. this CNY is going to be so different. I hate changes.
miss you so much.
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| My shingles jingle! |
[Feb. 4th, 2010|10:21 am] |
I'm planning to go to school tomorrow at 1 to collect my hw from Ray and maybe we can go to bbt and slack? I'm bored at home!!!!! Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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| jang guen suk |
[Feb. 3rd, 2010|01:27 pm] |
just finished watching You're beautiful. the first few episodes, i was laughing super loudly. cause is really really funny but towards the end is the typical korean drama love story.
i didnt know that jang guen suk acted in Beethoven Virus too -_- how dumb of me.
but come to think of it how can you differentiate
THIS (beethoven virus)  from this? (you're beautiful)  eeeyeeeeerrrrr. he look so ugly in long hair. he looks way better with his short hair(: in case you guys are wondering, yes, is the same guy. |
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| money here, money gone. |
[Feb. 2nd, 2010|09:17 pm] |
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the bug bites that i thought turns out to be shingles. and this infection gave me a lucky 3 days mc from school. (ehh, again.) the medical fee cost a jawdropping amount of 70 dollars. -_- the anti-shingle tablet cost 2DOLLAR per tablet. insane. insane.insane.
im kinda excited about not going to school tomorrow, cause is a wednesday.
but.
i will be at home on thursday & friday. you know how boring it can get and how much homework i need to ketchup? oh.m.geeezxz/
this is only a fraction of what i've gotten. i think i will take the whole stretch of shingles tomorrow.
im tired now, going to sleep now and planning to update my flickr tomorrow.
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| hello world, tell me what went wrong. |
[Feb. 1st, 2010|05:54 pm] |
today marks the day that the month, january had came and gone. we are living in the year of 2010 now and it still feels like 2008 where everyone is still so innocent and friendly towards each other. where there isn't evil thoughts about winning and competing. strangely as it seems, when we grow older, we want everything to go our way. we want to look good. we want to feel good. we want to fit in. to sum up, we want to be one of the top. i mean, no one likes to lose, right? right. no one want to feel left out, right? right right.
the second week of school, i remembered i was so hyped up after i went to np. i wanted to excel and i was really determined to work hard. i was so actuated to work hard to the course that i wanted. mass com, advertising or tourism. sadly to say, the power of motivation seemed to fade off. now, im completely lost. with no dreams and with no goals that i want to reach. everything seems to be a bore and a complete chore. how i wish the spirit of determination could be around me just a little bit longer. stir up that hunger to win and excel.
ahhh. and going to school everyday sometimes scare the hell outta me. im just afraid the world will turn against me. oh yes, i may be exaggerating but yeah, that's how i feel. and making friends with people doesnt seems so joyful anymore. maybe because of that one painful incident that i've experienced makes me feel so afraid of stragers now.
why do people want to terrorise people around them and make other feel so small?
i've no idea what makes me want to write this post out. collaging my thoughts, typing how i really felt all this while. wow, this past 2 weeks hasn't been really easy for me. facing one obstacle after another. facing one slander after another. people defaming me. not really a great feeling afterall. hope this month would be a better month and i pray that everything will go smoothly. i hope that i can become who i was. where the words bitches, fuck, mudafucker or '_|_' would be so distant to be. these two weeks i've been someone whom i've not known. is scary.
ahhhh. feel so much better now.
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[Jan. 31st, 2010|09:19 pm] |
I hate it when people force me to do things I don't like. In the end, I need to give in. Why?!? Peer pressure. Screw you bitches.
Teleport me to another world and please include anger management too. Can't manage my temper recently. Ahhhh. My period is coming soon.
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| Been cursed |
[Jan. 29th, 2010|11:20 pm] |
Okay, this week, i've run over to some bad patch of luck. Just plain unlucky. Sore throat, eye infection, lethargy, rship with k and so on. And now my paternal grandma doesn't want us to visit her during cny. (wth?!?!) On the Bright side, I downloaded an awesome app for my I touch. It enables me to dl movie for free(: aye, so good!
American pie, anyone？（： Oh, can't go for the outing tmr :( eye infection, aye aye!!!!!
Good night world! Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2010|06:25 pm] |
I DID NOTHING TODAY. FML TO THE MAX.
slept, tv, com, tv, eat ,bathe.
horrible to the max.
just bloghopped and realised that so many people have flawless skin. wtf. |
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| I thought I lost my itouch |
[Jan. 28th, 2010|06:58 am] |
Ugh. I was looking for it just now. Searching for it high and low. Lifted my bed up to check if it was under my bed frame.
Toilet- check.
Kitchen-check.
Living room-check.
Found it after 20mins. It was in my brother's room. Shit, why can't he use his own touch?? Then I remembered.... He lent it t0 .......
Im sick and i'm loving it(: just can't tahan the fact that when I go back to school on friday there will be a pile of hw, waiting for me...
Anw, apparently a stranger is helping me :o
Good morning world, good night Clara! Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Jan. 25th, 2010|07:13 pm] |
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once again, i sat down there listening to this judgmental world speaking to me. telling me how....how fake i am, how two face the world thought i was. Thoughts traveled across my mind.
"am i really that bad?"
"am i that sucky?"
"am i different?"
and then, i regained back my senses. i've got friends, true friends, telling me how great i was, telling me that is the guys that are two sided. not me. the fact is they dont even know me how are they suppose to judge me?
finally, i came to a conclusion that im blessed to have such supportive friends and life isn't always smooth sailing. -  and damn ( I HATE TO UPLOAD THIS SAME PICTURE AGAIN AND AGAIN!) WE REALLY REALLY NEED TO TAKE NEW PICTURES SOON! ALL SIX OF US :D
"You spend so much of your life basing yourself on what you think other people think of you. Then you realise that maybe one of the purposes of life is not to care." p.s/ sometimes, birthday isn't the day full of celebration but a day full of terror and traumatizing events :0 how scary. |
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| How funny when we give all out to a rship and when it never succeed, who suffers? Us. Girls! |
[Jan. 24th, 2010|08:18 pm] |
watchnite 09'  my anik.   people who thinks my gor is handsome, here is another photo of him.  the day when i got my O's result.  agar agar?  we have to party one day, cant wait.   the bible i;ve just bought and i love the cover that i've designed it :D   did shirley's birthday card at last!    and my organizer for 2010' that is half done, cause lack of pictures! HAHAHHA.  CAT WAIT FOR NEXT SUNDAY WHEN ALL OF US CAN PUT ON OUR MAKE UP (ATLAST!!!!!!!) |
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[Jan. 24th, 2010|05:48 pm] |
if I could rewind my time again. If only I could... Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2010|09:41 pm] |
flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?
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[Jan. 21st, 2010|09:56 pm] |
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i'VE PRIVATE MY PREVIOUS POST. NOT BECAUSE I FELT IT WAS VULGAR OR IM SCARED OF HOW PEOPLE JUDGE ME.
IS BECAUSE HE EXPLAINED EVERYTHING TO ME AND I FEEL THAT BOTH OF US WERE IN THE WRONG.
am i just niave, stupid or dumb to believe him? so yeah, sorry nic. I didnt stand firm :/ i am helping him, i know i know...
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